Stressed

So my friend Scott and I have set up this website to help raise some money for my trip to the UK. We went live last night at about 1 am. I posted an annoucement at TF.com and have an ad running there and after 24 hours i have had 12 views of the annoucement, no replies. I have set up a MySpace account trying to get some networking going, again very little is coming out of it.

I have alittle under $5000 to raise and 7 weeks to do it in. I am so frustrated and sort of beat down right now. The work that Scott put into the site (www.vehiclesoundtracks.com) is huge and I am just sort of depressed that not only is it not getting much traffic, which it will hopefully begin to step up after a few favors I have called, but he deserves ALOT of credit for the work. He did all of the graphic design, site design, covers for each of the contributing artists, but also donated a full 8 track album or DnB worship.

I’m just not seeing the end of the tunnel right now. I just can’t see how God is going to do this. I sent out support letters almost 2 months ago, and I have gotten responses from about 4 people.

I am setting aside Wensday mornings from 9 to 10 AM EST as a prayer time for my financial support starting tommorow morning. I invite you to pray where you are for God’s provision. Please also keep me in your prayers. I havn’t been sleeping well lately because I just can’t get my mind off the huge need I have right now. I paid less for my car then the cost of my tuition, alot less.

Jesus, forgive me for my unbelief. I know You can provide, that You will provide. I know where you are taking me, but I just can’t see how it is going to happen. Lord give me a peace to know that You are for me and that You will provide.

amen

~ by Alex W. on December 6, 2006.