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Been abit of a rough day today. I am really, really not happy with the way my fundraising has been going. With the problems in Brighton making life really intresting, I made some phone calls hoping that this would prove to be the break I have been waiting for. Turns out it is, and it has made things harder. Now I need to raise at least another $70 per month, $820 total. $70 per month doesn’t like much, and sure it doesn’t. But I have been sitting at $420 for the last month or so. And before that I was at $360 for close to 2 months…
I could quote you the classic, “God can provide.” I know He can, He has before. He gave me like $1000 in less then 2 weeks last year, but at this point I am starting to ask myself why it isn’t coming in. I don’t know why, but for today, I have lost all motivation to do anything to raise funds. I got some paperwork done and such, so it wasn’t a wasted day. But I am so sick of this and I have no idea how to make things work.
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